My feelings for you are like ...

I can't explains my feelings.
I almost want to cry.

Cause I can tell you love me.
But something deep inside of me won't let me love you.
Whether it be your personality, your age, your image, your trust.
I just don't know what it is.

I wanna blame it on you.
But it's probably me.

I like you a lot, I really do.
I'm scared. I'm a tiny little girl.
I'm scared you'll hurt me.
I don't wanna cry over you.
I don't want to lose you.
I don't want to be jealous
& I wanna grow to love you.

I want you to make me your only one.

I care about you, I really do.
And when I saw that message;
Of you admitting your life to yourself
It touched me, And I cried a little.
And when you told me those silly words.
I cried again.
And when I had to leave you, And you held me in your strong embrace.
I cried once again.

You make me feel beautiful; Like no one ever has.
And I love knowing that I can make you laugh.
I like that you make me weak at the knees when you kiss me.
I like that you've seen me on good days, bad hair days, during wardrobe malfunctions, you've seen me drugged up, Drunk, you've seen me past out & drooling, you've seen me angry.
You've yet to see me sad, And when you do, I hope you're not the reason.
I wanna be the reason you do what you do.
I wanna be the reason you leave all the bad stuff behind.
I wanna make you a better man.
I wanna be the reason to mature.

It's funny how in the beginning I wanted to rush into a relationship.
And now I'm the one begging for us to slow down.

It's obvious I like you.
I'm really scared.
But I'm giving you my heart.
Keep it. Scar it. Don't hurt it.
I'll be crushed. I don't do good when I'm crushed :[

There's so much I wanna say.
So many things I love about you.
So many nights spent .
So many thoughts.
All these dreams.
All them songs...