Ugh.
And I sigh to the thought. The way this guy is playing with my heart.
The emotions he brings out of me.
Unexplainable.
Unexplainable.
I sit here, holding back tears cause I'm practically dying inside.
Wow... I have no words.
I just feel horrible. Things like this bring girls to cut themselves.
I just feel horrible. Things like this bring girls to cut themselves.
Can't men see? They treat us horribly, when we're nothing but nice to them...
They take our hearts like it's nothing, Then stomp it into the ground. Without a word.
Why is it, When he wants to cuddle, we can cuddle.
But when I want to cuddle, We can't?
Why is it that when I think about him, I feel happy.
When I dream about him, I never want to wake up...
When I dream about him, I never want to wake up...
But when he's within distance. I just... Have no words.
Why do I like him to so much?
When I KNOW, as a fact, he doesn't feel the same?
Why am I setting myself up for pain...
I just wanna slap myself across the face.
I just wanna slap myself across the face.
And say...
" Sadia, It's not gonna be okay. Stop lying to yourself. "
I guess there's just that part of me, that thinks back to the days when things were good between us. The part of me that says " Just wait it out... "
I hate questions. I hate not knowing answers. I hate ... The fact that I can't be blunt and tell him. I hate the fact that he, himself, hasn't said anything. I hate that none of our friends have come into it, to help us out... Ugh. We'll see how tomorrow goes.
